pukingsheep

hm... i've been thinking of leaving dA for a while... but... another idea of me was to just make up a new profile.. its that ive been lazy and..uncreativ and stuff since i have joined and i want to change and really submit stuff and so on but my old account doesnt satisfy me anymore so... i dont know but im quite sure im gonna make a new account x

well, time of tests in school is nearly over and im looking foward to my practical in my former primary school^^ what im not looking foward to is my birthday on 2nd cos i found nothing special on getting older without getting anything senseful. but anyway, theres cake :-) eww yesterday a friend of mine showed me a video link on youtube which is about mera luna festival and the birthday massacre there and i found myself standing in the auditorum^^

mmh... at the moment suffering my private Great Depression... its not that i got no ideas but i got neither time nor the appliance to do what i want to do..... that really sucks and then theres shool and this and that and i just dont know what to do.. its not critical but i just dont do anything because i dont know what to do first and i got no verve... and worst i just dont know why.... in sanity x